Wednesday, March 21, 2018

Something's been bothering me lately and I wish I knew the answer. I know it's there I can feel it, there's a deeper meaning but I just can't find it. 

Time, People, Events, etc are repeating. Many things cycle in life like say clothing styles, or decorating styles etc.. normally however it's things not necessarily moments that cycle. Recently however that's exactly what is repeating...and I don't understand. 

Possible Answers... 

There's an issue that wasn't addressed in that time that now needs to be. 

Normally if there's something that one has missed, yes the lesson will repeat but it will do so with what's available. It may include some of the same people, but those people will be grounded in the current time. A good example would be someone who consistently chooses a partner with a specific issue...say a drug habit. Yes they will always be with someone who has one, but that someone won't be the same age as the last, or live in the same place etc. The core lesson will be present but the people, event, time will have changed.

All things come back around, normal cycling...

Clothing styles will repeat, certain foods will come back...yes those examples are true. An example of that is a style of Heeled Clog that I wore back in the late 70's is once again in style. Certain things cycle around either because they're deemed Classics or they're an Expression of what's being felt in that time. Other things however won't because they are meant for that time period...say a Flapper dress or even more to what I'm talking about Prohibition and Gangsters. This example normally runs in 20 yr cycles.

There's been a reset of some kind.

This one bothers me...

Sunday, March 18, 2018


Many things come to mind when you think of that word.

Aretha Franklin's...R.E.S.P.E.C.T

The act of showing thoughtfulness to another person due to (age, position, something they're doing or did, etc.).

And I even found this a part of the definition in the Urban Dic...

You must always behave in a respectful manner as this reflects on you, your character, integrity and values of who you are as a person.

The bitch to all of the above is that it seems those definitions are dying off quicker than the Mammoths froze. 

Now it's all about what a person can get from another...not give to another.


Each and Every day I wonder just how in this age where everything is taking less and less time to happen...just how long it's going to be until Humanity is a passing thought.

Wednesday, March 14, 2018

Seriously, just Fuckin Seriously!

I've had my bank account cleared out more than once...and NOT once during that was it EVER frozen. 

But purchases that I've made suddenly have it Frozen???

Saturday, March 10, 2018

Wow we live in a fucked up and Backassward time. 

Instead of creating and getting behind a movement that would actually change a life (eating tends to do that)...

People would rather get behind a movement (caused and created) by rich people wearing clothing worth Thousands of Dollars

That last one hasn't a damn thing to do with 99% of the population....
but sadly the one at the top deals with a Great Many!

Friday, March 9, 2018


Tuesday, March 6, 2018

This should be talked about just as Loudly and With Gun Control. 

( An answer based on half the information provides only half the answer)

“Dear Students,

I know you. I am a retired teacher of 24 years. I have taught you as 7th graders all the way through 12th grade. This is not a tweet or a text. It’s called a letter; lengthy and substantial. Do you really want to make a difference? Are you sincere about making your schools safe? Don’t walk out, read this instead. Walking out of school is easy compared to what this letter will challenge you to do.
First of all, put down your stupid phone. Look around you at your classmates. Do you see the kid over in the corner, alone? He could likely be our next shooter. He needs a friend. He needs you. Go and talk to him, befriend him. Chances are, he won’t be easy to like, but it’s mainly because no one has tried to like him. Ask him about him. Get to know him. He’s just like you in that respect; he wants someone to recognize him as a fellow human being but few people have ever given him the chance. You can.

Next, see that kid eating lunch all alone? He could likely be our next shooter. Invite him to eat lunch with you. Introduce him into your fold of friends. You’ll most likely catch a lot of flack from the friends you eat with because they don’t want him upsetting the balance of their social order. After all, who you hang out with is critical to your status, is it not? If status is important to you, don’t you think it’s important to him also? The only difference being that he has no status because generally, shooters have no friends. Are you serious about wanting to make your school safe? Invite him to your lunch table and challenge your friends to do something meaningful with thirty minutes of their lives each day.

Lastly, are you completely frustrated by that kid who always disrupts your class and is consistently sent to the principal’s office? He could likely be our next shooter. Do you know why he causes so much trouble? He initiates disruption because that’s the only thing he does that gets him attention, and even bad attention is better than the no attention he receives from you and your classmates. You secretly wish he would get kicked out of school or sent to the alternative disciplinary school so that he wouldn’t disrupt your classes anymore, that somehow, he would just disappear. Guess what? He already feels invisible in a school of thousands of classmates, you included. So, before he acts out in your next class, why don’t you tell him you’d be willing to help him with the assignment that was just given? Or why don’t you ask him to join your study group? If you really want to blow his mind, ask him for help on the assignment. He’s never been asked that. Ever.

If you’ve read this far, you probably really do care about the safety of your school. Don’t trust that walking out of school will bring an answer. Gun control or more laws is not, and will not, be the answer. You are the answer. Your greeting, your smile, your gentle human touch is the only thing that can change the world of a desperate classmate who may be contemplating something as horrendous as a school shooting. Look past yourself and look past your phone and look into the eyes of a student who no one else sees. Meet the gaze of a fellow human being desperate to make contact with anyone, even just one person. You. If you really feel the need to walk, walk toward that person. Your new friendship can relieve the heartache of one person and in doing so, possibly prevent the unjustifiable heartache of hundreds of lives in the future. I know you. I trust you. You are the answer.

And teachers, my fellow guardians of our youth, I know you too. I know the desire of wanting to make a difference in a young person’s life. I know the thrill of stepping in front of a classroom of students but simultaneously intimidated by the trust bestowed upon you. I also know the crushing, sometimes unbearable responsibility that your shoulders are asked to carry. But that’s why you got into teaching, because you have big shoulders. And a big heart. You’re overworked (I would add underpaid, but you didn’t get into teaching for the pay, so it needn’t be said), underappreciated and exhausted. May I add one more item to that list? You’re also a miracle waiting to happen in the life of your worst student. He could likely be our next shooter. The next time (and there’s always a next time) he’s ready to wreak havoc in your classroom, I challenge you to pull him aside and ask him if he’s ok, if there is something bothering him and is there anything you can do to help? Your genuine concern for him may be just the miracle he’s looking for. The miracle we’re all looking for. I know you. I trust you. You are the answer.

A former teacher who is as heartbroken as you and trusting you not to walk out on the real answer,
David (yes, teachers really do have first names) Blair


 Thank You to:

This article (A Teacher Pens an Open Letter to Students Planning on Walking Out Over Gun Violencewas originally created and published by Waking Times and is published here under a Creative Commons license with attribution to DylanCharles and It may be re-posted freely with proper attribution, author bio, and this copyright statement.

Monday, March 5, 2018

Neuro-Linguistic Programming (NLP)

Certain words are being put out into society that far far too many are soaking in and spitting out without even realizing it.

At the moment "Empowerment" is hot. 
Seriously...consider what it is that you believe is empowering you.

A Movie? 
Or maybe it's as simple as that word is being used over and over and your mind is being programmed to believe it. 

 A Hollywood Movement?
Consider the source of that movement...Hollywood creates Illusions. Actors/Actresses...Act. 
That's what their job and lives are all about.

The News maybe?
Watch more than one and again you'll hear literally the same script being read to you. I used that word "Script" intentionally as that's exactly what it is. 

Again...repeat a Lie often enough and it'll become the Truth. 

Wake the Fuck Up people. 
Empowerment, Strength, Self Worth/Esteem etc. come from


It will NEVER come from outside yourself or it's never truly YOURS

Saturday, February 24, 2018

I seem to have the most wanted truck ever. 
Every year at least once...someone comes to my house wanting to buy my truck. 

Honestly it gets kinda of creepy when they do this. 

Saturday, February 17, 2018

A new shooting and it comes with the same old mindset...

While I believe that Automatic weapons shouldn't be owned by civilians, I also believe the weapons are only half of the problem. Unfortunately it seems as if everyone wants to see the weapon alone.

Each and All of the individuals committing these crimes are Mentally Ill. Take away one weapon and they'll simply choose another. Why? Because the problem itself hasn't been addressed. 

We're in the year 2018 and we're still ignoring mental illness. 

Another aspect not properly addressed (though) proven is those charged with protecting and preventing a tragedy like this...ignored EVERY red flag shown to them. When you see and you choose to ignore...then

it tells me that they ALLOWED this to happen. 

Once again the question is...

WHY are they allowed to commit these tragedies.

Wednesday, February 14, 2018

It's's over...move on...quietly.

What most feel should be the process when there's a Suicide. 

Bitch is...
It's NOT that easy! 

For those left behind trust me we wish it were that easy.

Thursday, February 8, 2018

CDC director Dr. Brenda Fitzgerald was forced to resign yesterday following a scandalous Politico report that exposed her ownership of shares of Big Tobacco companies as well as Merck, a prominent vaccine manufacturer whose products are promoted by the CDC.

The eyelid is starting to twitch...keep pushing to open your eye all the way.

(For more go to REALFARMACY )

Tuesday, February 6, 2018


Sunday, February 4, 2018

Worry does not empty Tomorrow of it's Sorrow...
It empties Today of it's Strength

Thursday, February 1, 2018

Whining...: to complain with or as if with a whine

I'm sorry as much as I know and understand that each person's reality is just that and with it comes their perspective of life's issues...I still want to Bitch Slap people who whine over life's not only Little Things, but Required Things

I'm sorry but Grow The Fuck Up Already...
Worse things happen and to the people to which they do...they Don't Whine.

So...Shut The Fuck Up Already!!!

Monday, January 1, 2018


Is going to be a Fantastic year for Us!!!

One filled with...

Good Health
Happiness and Joy
Increased Wealth 

the Positive is going to far outweigh the negative this year.

Saturday, December 23, 2017

Our Tree This Year.

Monday, November 13, 2017

While I'm a much more patient and trusting person than I once was, it's showing NOT to be a good thing.

Sunday, August 27, 2017

Kinda speaks for itself huh?...

109.4 °F
 Tomorrow is forecast to be nearly the same temperature as today.

High 109 | Low 71 °F
High 105.7 | Low 61.3 °F

Wednesday, June 28, 2017

 I prefer this version of seems to fit the story better.

"Are you lost in a world like me?" 
Steve Cutts / Moby and the Void Pacific Choir

Friday, June 16, 2017