When Suicide touches your life it's far from easy to deal with, but if you have loved ones to stand by you it does help. Sadly I feel Used, Dismissed, Forgotten and Disrespected all on top of exiting pain.
I truly wish I wasn't having this truth be about someone whom I believed was a Lifelong Friend/Sister but she is doing just as her Family has always done to her. The Guides spoke long ago with a warning that Family would a source of pain...but that was all forgotten it seems.
Even when she herself repetitively kept referring to others as her "Family"
Even when she herself repetitively kept referring to others as her "Family"
My wish...
truly is for time to change things, but ears have to hear so until then I have to forgive.
for myself as thinking about the loss everyday simply causes more pain.
Maybe...Maybe in time she will hear and remember what was said.
truly is for time to change things, but ears have to hear so until then I have to forgive.
for myself as thinking about the loss everyday simply causes more pain.
Maybe...Maybe in time she will hear and remember what was said.
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